February 6, 2007

• Wow

  

  Wow, I arrived at work at 6pm.

  Right now it's totally dark in this room. I can't find the light switches and I am almost tripped the fire alarm. So right now, I'm working in the dark looking mad shady with the computer lighting my face. I actually got to talk to Ranuka who is working too. He gave me an update on his life and I updated him on the rest of us guys. 5 months of not talking and we get into a conversation of Canada's strip clubs. haha

  All right, I actually do have work to finish by 8AM today. I swear!

  I'll probably be arriving earlier than 6 pm from here on out since I parked in the sorta illegal free parking spot and not the one my company pays for (because they were taken! those bastards)

  Bonus!

  On the type of girl I like and relationships

      I once said that I liked girls that could sing. I lied about that. It's actually a girl that has a strong sense of who they are and can live independently of anyone else. I feel attracted to those girls who don't seem to be carrying around emotional baggage in which I have to deal with playing psychiatrist. (I've had enough of that just being friends with some people.) But I can understand why I like them now that I've pondered on it for a bit.

      When I get really cozy with someone I like, I find myself pulling back. It's not that I am not interested, but that I know that dealing with myself is a responsibility that keeps my hands tied up. I have trouble keeping myself looking sane to the world. When I have to add in the responsibilities of having a relationship, that's when I start to feel that the relationship thing isn't right for me.

      And sure, you can bring up many other cheesy lines such as "she has to support you too" and whatever other things you can think of, but in the end that's the reason for not taking that other step. I'm still immature.

      Relationships will have to wait.

      I just found the lightswitch.
  

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